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i know myself
Apr. 16th, 2017 02:27 pmKnow thyself. I know I do.
There are few surprising things I found out about myself over years.
One is that I am envious. I hate friends or relatives or coworkers that I think are better than me.
Another is that I have inadequately low self-esteem, that's what the shrink said. Taken as a whole, I don't have too many friends. In fact, I have none.
I am pushover.
I have positive qualities as well. I can be pretty thick skinned. I can switch moods, from dark to light, on the fly, if I remember at such moments that I have such capacity.
I can be resilient.
I am loyal... no, I am not.
There are few surprising things I found out about myself over years.
One is that I am envious. I hate friends or relatives or coworkers that I think are better than me.
Another is that I have inadequately low self-esteem, that's what the shrink said. Taken as a whole, I don't have too many friends. In fact, I have none.
I am pushover.
I have positive qualities as well. I can be pretty thick skinned. I can switch moods, from dark to light, on the fly, if I remember at such moments that I have such capacity.
I can be resilient.
I am loyal... no, I am not.
