rizhi_fin | weekend depression

Anyone who had a depression also had a "favorite" thing about it that he or she hated the most. My" favorite" thing is that in depressed state my judgement gets foggy. Since judgement is my basic tool that I use at work, its fogginess (?) upsets me, making it foggier (?). As a cautios driver I switch to lower gear, slowing down, trying not to hit things or make stupid decisions. So, on one hand I have lot of thoughts and images rushing through my mind, unmanaged (?), and the slow machine of judgement on the other.