May. 21st, 2017

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Я плачу от счастья и жалости к себе, когда люди вместо ожидаемого презрения и оскорблений выказывают ко мне уважение или хотя бы доброе расположение.

really

May. 21st, 2017 10:55 pm
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really really want to be some place else, do something else.  Really want to be someone else. Like in Scottish tales where a guy goes to sleep and then wakes up a hundred years later.  He is the same but the world is not.

But... you re in the army now, stand up and fight, motherfucker.

Go back to those books, late schedule, interval timing, unending routine, failed expectations.  I should start loving routine.  I should fall in love with it.  Because not much is left.  Routine means hope that one day I will pass.  May be this day never comes, it does not matter.  Routine will save me. Or so I hope.

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